theycallmepang

5.25.2012

So fucking cute.

5.14.2012

I hate people who don’t admit their wrong doings. I hate people who are liars. I hate people who jump to conclusions. I hate people who assume the worst possible things about people. I dislike you. I despise you. Get your shit straight. 

5.4.2012 pt. II When words and emotions fail, there is music

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I’ve learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it’s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that’s weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can’t possibly break
When it wasn’t even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don’t know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I’m ashamed of my life because it’s empty
Because of you
I am afraid

5.4.2012

I will never become like you. You are a disgusting person who is dishonest, disloyal, and untrustworthy. I will forever despise you. If it wasn’t for blood, I would be long gone. Thank you madre for being the exact opposite of what I am suppose to have as a role model. I will wait for the day I cut ties with you. Hello and good bye.  

5.2.2012

I’m forever faithfully yours.

4.28.2012

I love the process of maturity. When you look back on it, it’s truly amazing; how much you have changed; and then you realize how beautiful life really is. Thank you.

4.25.2012

So thanks for making me a fighter.

So next time you come around, I’m gonna kick your ass.

4.24.2012

Honestly screw homework…. like I ever did this shit anyway.